I have been so stressed out lately and really frustrated. I have let one stupid job that I have applied for consume my mind solely because I received an email saying basically that they are going to choose other candidates. For some reason it made me really hate myself. Hate that it has taken me 800 billion years to receive a degree in something that I feel so strongly about but still feel lost. I always feel like i’m not good enough and that email basically put me in the mindset that I am in fact, not good enough. I keep going over what I should or should not have put on my application. My co-worker, Shavonne said that it could be because I did not sell myself the best that I could have (ha!). I just feel so friggen stupid sometimes. ARG! I know I shouldn’t let one application get me down, but I worry over the smallest things.
Last week was not so good either. I lost an important card for work, luckily my boss was able to reorder one and then the same week I lost my debit card. ugh, whats wrong?
One More Day In New York
Anthropologie Dress and Scarf | Vintage Coach Bag
I know, I know I seam a bit crazy taking the constant one day trips back to New York. But, you have to understand I was born and raised there, so even if I can’t make a real trip of it I can make a day of it ya know? It is about 4 hours away from Boston so every so ofter if I have the time I swing back home. My mom drove in this time so it was nice being there again with the whole family.
On a side note, ever have those times where you have nothing to wear since you seam to neglect doing any laundry? Well, it is even worse when almost everything you own seams to be dry clean only. So for now I’m making the best of it as a procrastinate my way out of doing just that.
Till next time
Lately I’ve found myself wearing the most literal translation of being inspired by menswear which is actually just wearing men’s clothing. I usually like the balance of one oversized piece to one fitted one, something boyish with something feminine, yet after a while I stop listing to myself and personal clothing comforts get thrown out of mind.
I guess looking like a lump of oversized joy is ok right? Usually I would also say you need to be a bit taller to not look so stumpy but I’m 5” so there goes that one.
Usually I would again say being so literal with combat work boots and oversized, baggy camo pants are a no no but here goes that one too.
So in conclusion your moral style compass will shift from time to time and the you of the past may frown on the poor style decisions you are doing now since time has not allowed the less enlightened you to lose less of a sense a crap about things.
this is so beautiful